Forbidden Affairs

Reminiscing how how I felt at the time "How Can Something So Wrong,Feels So Right....?

My five year affair with our family pet German Shepherd Chuko ended when he passed away,keep in mind I was very very young when it started,there were times during those years especially at the beginning that I thought this is wrong,what is the matter with me?.... There were times after we had sex I would quesion myself "WTF are you doing?,,,, I felt disgusted with myself,I felt dirty,confused,lonely that I couldn`t talk to anyone about it,I felt ashamed of myself,I at times kept wondereing "WTF is wrong with me??,,,,, I knew this was wrong,especially since I was boy letting a dog fuck me in the ass and worst of all losing my virginity to a dog!!!!! Then there was times that I felt "OMG this is the best feeling I ever had having my dog knot me over and over again,the times I felt it was so wrong became the times it felt so right and to imagine it all started with a paperback book I found from my dad that made me want to try it.... When Chuko died,I felt lonely and confused,like an average teenager I started seeing girls,though I had sex with them it didn`t feel my need for dog cock,yes I love pussy but I wanted dog cock more than a girl`s pussy,that`s when I started asking questions about myself,"How can a guy like girl`s pussy but yet prefers dog cock??',,,, I know I`m not gay because I don`t like guys,but I like dog cocks,so what does that makes me?? When Chuko died I thought to myself I would never get another opportunity to be with another male dog,so I left what happened between me and my k9 lover in my heart memories thinking it would never happen again that was until my dad got a job at a farming citrus camp that provided free housing. I was a freshman in high school,concentrating on sports and girls but deep down inside of my I was missing and craving Chuko`s doggie cock inside of me,this was driving me crazy again I felt disgusted with myself knowing that there were girls that wanted to be with me but yet all I kept thinking was I wanted a dog`s cock not a girls pussy.... Our third day of living there I was walking to the bus stop when a mixed black german shepherd/lab caught my attention,I stopped,I couldn`t help myself but to stare at his package,his nut sack were big,so I started wondering how big was his doggie cock most important how huge was his knot,I instantly got a hard on,my body felt this tingling sensation,I was in heat,I wanted this dog,I called him over to me but he would not come to me,he just wagged his tail and walked away,the bus has arrived and all I could do is think of this handsome dog I just saw,so I went home,told my parents that I missed the bus so I stayed home.... My next scheme was how to get this handsome dog alone with me?,for two hours I was thinking how?,then I went to my sister`s room took her black baby doll lingerie stuffed it in my pants walked out the door,I walked to this handsome dog`s yard got close enough to pet him,he was very friendly allowing me to pet him,then I looked acrossed the streets where the bus stop was and there was lemon orchards,I thought if I can get more friendly with him maybe he`ll follow me to the orchards?,,,, I petted him a few times,then hugged him letting him know that I liked him,then he all of a sudden stood up putting his front paws on my shoulders,I thought "Omg he`s almost as tall as me,he licked my face,gawd was hard".... I of course started sweet talking to him saying "good boy,you are such a good boy" letting him lick my hand and face,then I made my move,I started walking towards the orchards,whistling and saying "Come On Boy",,,, much to my surprise he followed me,we walked halfways into the orchards where I felt we was far enough and safe to be alone,this dog never knew what my intensions were all he knew he made a new friend,so I removed my clothes put on my sister`s baby doll lingerie,I felt sexy in it,I wanted to look sexy for him,by this time I had precum dripping out of my cock and to my surprise this handsome dog started licking my cock enjoying my precum,OMG I was in heat as he licked my cock!!!!! I then reached for his cock and started stroking it fast,he seemed to enjoy what I was doing to him,then I stopped got on all fors positioned my ass towards him and said "Here Boy Come And Get It",,,,, This dog was horny as fuck as he quickly jumped on my back and with one thrust found my aching wet asshole,I was in the perfect position for me as I felt his dog cock enter my ass,he wrapped his mighty strong paws around my teenage waist and started humping the fuck out of me,my cock was dripping cum as this gorgeous pounded my ass firiously,he was panting hard as he rammed and forced viciously inside of me,It amazing,I felt I was being raped by this dog and loving it,his claws buried to my waist tightly as his knot was in me,it was huge,twice the size of Chuko`s knot,I must of cum four times as my cum dripped from my cock,I can feel this amazing dog filling my ass with his hot semen,at this point he was tied,he showed no interest of pulling out,I was in heat so I started rocking back and forth on his knot squeezing my ass,it excited him and he started humping my ass hard again,he was panting harder as he pumped harder,I came again,I felt him filling my ass with his cum again,we locked for forty minutes until his knot shrunk a bit and he pulled out,I heard that familar pop,he licked his cock then licked my ass clean,I took him in my arms hugging him tightly kissing him telling what a "Good Boy" he was,we weren`t finished,twenty minutes laters we was back at it again,damn this dog was hornier than me,he loved my ass,I loved his doggie cock,he made me his bitch and he knew it,he knotted me three more times that day,we was both exhausted when we walked home,I could barely walk still feeling his dog cum in my ass,the next very next I missed the bus again,well guess what happened later on,I would miss the bus over and over for the next  four months,every chance I got i would miss school or sneak out of the house late at night to see my new k9 lover,we moved two years later but for two years that was one hell of a "Forbidden Affair",I was coming of age realizing that this is so wrong,prohibited,disgusting,a guy letting a male dog fuck me but yet it felt so right,from that point on after two forbidden affair with two male dogs,I felt like a male bitch in heat and have no regrets about it.....